valentines day ain't so bad after all

its valentines day
and simply i hate valentines day
i am entitled to
love is a nasty ass
it makes me sick lmao [just kidding]
ok not really
i just been through hell and it's outskirts with love
i went and bought the movie 'why did i get married'
been wanting to see it for a while
my friends where all with their boyfriends
so my single ass stayed in to watch the movie
its one of the best movies i've ever seen
it may be a movie; fact or fiction
the message got in my head
cheesy or not it gave me hope
so the moral of the story is . . .
i think if you try to look at things from a different angle,
you might just see that through the patchy weeds
there might be some beautiful flowers ready to bloom
in it's due season ofcourse
i hope it makes sense to you
cause it sure as hell did to me

-gia

people make me sick

i too make myself sick
anywho
you either care way too much
or could care less
peoples opinions never change
their input is sure as hell not welcome
some people just don't learn
others are just tainted
nobody is perfect
some are fine with settling
others are merely satisfied with perfection
people gonna do what they wanna do
regardless if it's beneficiary or not
what i'm trying to say is trust is essential
and unfortunately it's gonna be betrayed
whether is friends, family, or an acquaintance

-gia

rare

i woke up on the wrong side of the bed
i got up in a bad mood
and just looked ahead
what was coming wouldn't be good
for no apparent reason
i didn't hear what was said
in my face
everything i dread
my vision blocked
a walking zombie
useless
an indefinite organism
breathing waste

gia